For as long as I can remember – whether it’s good or bad, I have this tendency to find it difficult to leave and just let go of things. Whether it’s in personal or professional relationships, I tend to hold on to something until there’s absolutely nothing left that can be done about it. Somehow, it’s a bit funny that months and years go by and suddenly, I find myself still stuck in the same situation.
Well, there are risks involved too. Sometimes, when it’s time for everything to come to an end, the pain is real. Oops, sorry for oversharing. Nevermind, let’s continue.
Anyway, I don’t think it’s a simple thing. For example, if you have or had someone who is special to you, a friend, a partner, a travel companion whom you’ve been with for a long time… honestly, I think both you and that person would find it hard to deny that all of it never existed.
Because that’s not the reality of it. With or without saying goodbye to each other.
Many things may not always be right or perfect. They may not always meet the expectations and circumstances around us. But that doesn’t mean everything has to disappear and lose its meaning completely. It doesn’t have to be that way, not always.
Maybe it’s because some things are too important for me to bury and pretend they never existed. Not everything has to be meaningless all of a sudden. At least, that’s how I like to think about it.
For certain things, they’re not meant to be thrown away just like that.
It’s time to go home. I hope you’re doing well.