This post is based on ‘Lie to You‘
As I sit here alone, surrounded by the darkness that has come to consume me, I can’t help but think back on everything that has brought me to this moment. I’ve always tried to pretend that everything was fine, that I was okay with being alone, but the truth is that I was never okay with it. I always needed someone by my side, someone to share in the joys and sorrows of life.
But now, as I stare into the emptiness of my life, I wonder if I will ever find that someone again. Will I ever be able to find someone who can fill the void that has been left in my heart? Or am I destined to be alone, forever searching for something that I can never have?
I try to convince myself that I’m okay, that I don’t need anyone, but the truth is that I’m not okay. I’m scared, scared of the unknown, scared of what the future may hold. I don’t know if I have the strength to face it all alone.
As I listen to the lyrics of the song, I can feel the sadness and loneliness washing over me like a tidal wave. The words speak to me in a way that I can’t explain, touching my soul and bringing tears to my eyes.
“I wonder how much longer I can keep this up? Pretending not to notice, if it’s something that will eventually break, it’s just another outcome.”
The lyrics are a reminder of how fragile life can be and how easily everything we hold dear can slip through our fingers. I can’t help but wonder if I’m strong enough to face it all alone, to bear the weight of this sadness and loneliness.
“Can I stay as myself? In a world where only you are missing.”
The words cut deep, reminding me of the emptiness that I feel without that special someone by my side. The thought of facing this world without them is almost too much to bear.
“I’m going to tell a lie now. Just one lie to you. ‘You don’t have to wait.’ It’s not what I feel, and it’s not kind, but I know it’s what you want to hear.”
The lyrics bring back memories of a time when I lied to myself and to the person I loved. I told them that I didn’t need them, that I could be okay on my own. But the truth is that I couldn’t, and now they’re gone, and I’m left here, alone and broken.
“I know that facing this sadness won’t help anyone. If I could have just hated you, would I have been saved?”
The lyrics are a reminder that sometimes, there’s nothing we can do to avoid the pain and sadness that life brings. We can’t always find a way to make everything better, and sometimes, we just have to face the pain head-on and try to make it through.
As the song comes to an end, I’m left with a feeling of emptiness, a void that nothing can fill. I know that I have to face my fears and my pain, but I also know that I can’t do it alone. I need someone by my side, someone to help me make it through the darkness and into the light.
But for now, I’m left with nothing but the echoes of the song and the memories of a love that I lost. A love that I can never get back, and a loneliness that seems to consume me more and more each day.